shadowkat: (Contemplative - Warrior)
Saw this in a friend's blog and was rather taken with it..."Writing is an aggressive action" - I never thought of it that way before. But I guess it sort of is? OR it is if you choose to share it. If it stays for my eyes only -- probably not. But if I put it down somewhere -- it may not stay that way.

I've been told by more than one person -- more as an accusation than anything else -- that I'm aggressive. Actually I've been accused and/or complimented for being "too aggressive for the library industry", "an alpha female", "tough", and "a strong person or personality". People are threatened by aggressive women. If you are male and aggressive, it's okay. Also, to be honest, you can't work in a male profession and not be aggressive. I'm a legal professional working for a rail road with contractors (think Trump) on a daily basis -- if I weren't aggressive, I'd be dead or unemployed.

But here's the thing -- I think everybody is to some extent. Some people however are passive aggressive. And I've discovered over time that I don't handle "passive aggressive" at all well. I always feel this overwhelming urge to squirt a water gun in their face. Wouldn't that be nice -- if we could carry around squirt guns filled with water. Just squirt people with water whenever they irritate us. I really wanted to squirt a woman today who was wearing a black sweat shirt hoodie that stated she supported a woman's right to choose any gun that she wanted.

Speaking of aggressive? I've decided I'm a bit masochistic when it comes to semantics.

I'm still discussing - comic books: genre or medium.
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Well, that didn't end where I thought it would.
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1. Made it to the DMV for my "Enhanced Driver's License" (I worked damn hard in high school to get a driver's license, I refuse not to have that as well as the Id, regardless of whether or not I plan on actually driving -- reminds me a bit of my long inactive law license actually. Coworker: Do you even remember how to drive after twenty years? ME: No. (but all the DMV requires is that I take an eye exam. Hah! Although that would explain why driving in NYC is hazardous to one's health.)). Didn't take that long and wasn't as painful as expected. Although they are terribly inefficient.
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What do you need for an Enhanced ID?

1. Proof of Birth (either birth certificate or Passport, I just made the deadline, my passport expires next month)
2. Proof of State Residency (two documents -- utility bill, paycheck stub, and NY Driver's License
3. Social Security Card
4. Form filled out and completed

Oh well. Apparently if you want to renew an enhanced ID/Driver's License, you can mail it in the next round. They make you take an eye exam - regardless of whether you state you wear corrective lenses.
I guess they want to make sure you're not blind.

I also managed to cancel my doctor's appointment. Since I could not get a hold of the office -- I did it by text message and email. Their phone line kept telling me that the office was closed. And I could not leave a message. It was annoying. I finally called another number to see if my appointment was truly cancelled -- the other number confirmed it. Very weird and aggravating.

2. Reading Meme

Just finished reading - some really good comic books (and a horrible one, but hey that's comics.)

* Buffy the Vampire Slayer #1 by Jordie Bellaire and artist Dan Mora -- this is BOOM STUDIOS reboot, after they acquired the rights to the series from Dark Horse.
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*Uncanny X-men Annual 1 - Return of Cyclops by Ed Brisson and Carlos Gomez

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* Jean Grey - arc about teen Jean on her quest regarding the Phoenix

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Uncanny X-men Dissembled -- this is the series that leads up to Uncanny X-men Annual 1 - Return of Cyclops.
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shadowkat: (tv slut)
1. Both The Good Place and the Connors disappointed me these past two weeks. I knew where they were headed of course, but I'm annoyed at the writers for going the predictable route, and basically hitting the reset button.

For me, a story is only interesting if it continues to evolve, and the characters get explored in new ways. Reverting back annoys me.

Well that, and ...

* spoilers for the Good Place )

* spoilers for the Connors )

2. My Dad is getting worse. Like the news, I'm trying to ignore it. I can't. I have to call my mother nightly and listen to her tell me about it. It is both insanely painful and weirdly amusing, which I know sounds like a contradiction in terms, but the universe apparently has a wicked sense of humor.

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4. Speaking of guilty cultural comforts...and as mentioned, briefly above, I'm a huge X-men Cyclops fan. I think you may have figured that out by now? (If you've been reading this journal since 2012, you must have.) No one else on my flist appears to be - a fan. (I know I asked for fanfic and icons, and the fandom did NOT deliver. Loki and Iron Man, yes. Killing Eve? No problem. Doctor Who? Not a problem. MCU movies...not a problem.

Cyclops, no. Folks? I only like Loki and Iron Man, because I like anything Tom Hiddleston and Robert Downy Jr decide to do. I'd watch those actors read the phone book. The characters...shrug. Can someone please friend me who is a die-hard Cyclops fan? Please? Preferrably someone who agrees with my perspective on the character? So I can have long insane discussions about him? And squee over his return?

The comics fandom universe hates me. {Or just isn't into the X-men comcis and only watches the movies...and television series, because, hello, cheaper.) Or I used up all my fan privileges with Spike.

Oh, well, probably for the best. Sometimes guilty pleasures are best kept to oneself.

Besides fandoms can be weird about characters. I remember getting into weird arguments with Spike shippers. They did not view Spike the same way I did nor like him for the same reasons. I have a feeling I'd have the same problem with Cyclops fans. I tend to like characters that are really complicated, tragic, and deeply flawed. Also with a dry wit, smart, and pro-active.

Anyhow, in case there happens to be someone lurking out there who loves Cyke.

Here's a link to a cool bunch of blog posts that I've been reading that defend the character. I really like the one I just linked to, because it basically provides my argument to the Cyke haters ...and yes, my favorite character has the haters. (Fandom. Sigh. Fandom. Is it possible to love a fictional character in a fandom and not have a bunch of people who hate that character with the same passion? To date? I have not found one character in which this is not the case. Why this is, I don't know. I think it's just par for the course of being human -- there's always going to be someone out there who disagrees vehemently with you on pretty much everything, even if it is something as innocuous as the difference between cream and beige paint.)

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A bit of back story? Unlike most comic book fans that I've met, I came to my love of the art form late. I did not fall in love with it as a kid. It wasn't that I wasn't exposed. I was. My brother and his friends used to draw comic book superheroes when they were ten years old. The comic books they had were -- I thought -- boring, male centric, and the art crappy. Tintin was probably the best of the bunch, and it was male centric, boring, British and not in a good way, and didn't do a thing for me. (Sorry Tintin fans.) Asterix, which I discovered in France, was just silly -- it did help with my French, however. (It was comic about an ancient Gaul tripping about Rome and fighting Romans...reminded me a bit of the comic strip BC both in style and humor.) But that was it.

Then, my freshman year of college circa 1985 -- I was hanging out in the lounge watching Star Trek. A group of us would watch Star Trek at 3PM every day after class. Then discuss the episodes. We also watched Star Trek Next Generation. One of the people in the lounge, a fellow freshman, Jessica Betterly, was a X-men comic book fan. So we started talking about comic books. I phoo-phooed them at first, until she began to regale me with the history of the X-men. I was enthralled. So one day, we went up to her dorm room and she pulled out her treasure chest. It was a brown box filled with comics, in nice clear plastic cases. Together we'd pull them out and read through them. I was hooked.
She invited me to tag along to the comic book store, and I began to buy my own and search for the older issues...the RA on that wing, Maria Nazarro, who was about 4 feet tall if that, was also a huge comic book fan. And she'd discuss the character arcs with me and the back stories. And there was another gal in the group who collected them -- who I've reunited with on FB. (I don't think she collects them now.)

It opened a new world for me. These were not the male centric, poorly drawn crappy books that my brother was looking at -- these were cool and adult. They had political themes. Dealt with human rights issues. A long story arc. Experimental issues. I fell in love. And I haven't really fallen out. Did go on hiatus at different points -- when I fell in love with something else. Buffy for example, who ironically had Scott's last name, Summers, and was to a degree modeled after him by Joss Whedon, who also based various characters in the Buffyverse on his first loves, the X-men, borrowing heavily from that verse. So it's probably not surprising that I flipped over to Buffy eventually.

I didn't come into it during the Silver Age or 1960s, with the boys club and Marvel Girl, I came into it during the 1980s, and read the 1970s arc -- Dark Phoenix was the first arc that I read, along with books that came directly before and after. Dark Phoenix was the arc that I fell in love with.

And from it, I read Watchmen, Dark Knight, etc. But none of those came close to the X-men. I haunted comic book stores in Overland Park, Kansas, Lawrence, Kansas, Colorado Springs, Colorado, London, England, and New York City. It was my treat. My guilty pleasure. And I didn't tell anyone. I hid them in long white boxes, inside pristine clear covers. Until one day I finally gave them all away to my Super (at the old apartment) George Moonpark, the next door neighbor's kid, and a comic book store in Hilton Head, SC. I collect them now digitally, which is easier space wise, and easier to hide.
Much prefer the digital -- it's also easier to read.

I love them like I love chocolate bars, and chocolate mousse, Buffy, daytime soaps, romance novels, fantasy and science fiction. Like I love writing stories, even if I'm the only one to read them. And live theaterical performances, and musicals. I love them the same way some people love football or Doctor Who or collecting baseball cards.

We love what we love. The Universe be dammed. And it's good to love things and people in a world blasting you with hate on a 24/7 news cycle. I'm learning to focus on the love and to...ignore the hate...let it roll on by like an angry thunder cloud threatening rain.

This morning I saw a giant white moon floating in a rapidly lightening blue sky...until it suddenly disappeared. I remember standing there near the subway stop, in the crisp cold air, thinking aloud...wait, where did it ago? Where did it go?

Life is like that full of wonderful things...that disappear, float like sand through fingers, impossible to hold onto. I think because of that...I love the things I can read over and over again, always seeing something new. That don't seemingly disappear...like the moon.
shadowkat: (dragons)
Any X-men fans reading this journal or out there? Or maybe not fans so much as folks who've read the Grant Morrison arc?

It's funny, I stopped reading the X-men right around the time Grant Morrison took over the series and created the New X-Men. What he basically did is reboot it - and evolve the characters, taking what had been a superhero book and turning it into a hyper-realistic, sci-fantasy, story filled to the brim with metaphor and psycho-philosophical chewiness. But at the time, way back in 2001-2002, I still wanted the superhero book or mainly lost interest, and well, unemployment struck, so couldn't afford it. So I gravitated towards Buffy the Vampire Slayer, and became insanely obsessed with that. It was in a way a far more rewarding obsession, once I discovered the online fandom, which I could discuss it with in geeky splendor. X-men -- I stayed away from the fandom, my interactions with them in comic book stores...were, well...think Warren Mears meets Sheldon from the Big Bang Theory.

Now I've read a good portion of Grant Morrison's arc, vol 1 through vol 3, or the Cassandra Nova arc, and it's rather brilliant. Nova is a mummundrai - or the antithesis of Xavier. She is the other, that legend has, we met in the womb -- the anima. The hunger, the demon, the fear, the despair, the insecurities that knock at your minds door and want to be let in. In the background, we have various characters struggling with inner demons. And the new students at the school - aren't pretty, aren't powerful, and are incredibly vulnerable. Nova wants to exterminate all mutants, everyone who has a genetic anomaly, who is different. She does it through biological warfare, robot sentinels, and mind control - or tries to. Doesn't succeed. They finally defeat her by working together, overcoming their fears, and deconstructing her mind and essence into what amount to an alien organic device programmed to learn.

The art is uneven. I'm rather fond of Silverstri and Yu's art, but Quitely is almost too bland, and this other guy too busy. However, what I love most about these type of comics is the art continues to change and you see various interpretative styles.

It's odd that like hyper-realistic art in comics, when my own art and drawings are more abstract and cartoonish, less realistic. See the icon of the dragon for an example. I don't tend to draw detailed and realistic renditions. It's not that I can't - give me a picture and I can pretty much draw close enough to it. But when I do it naturally, it tends to be more abstract or surreal in design. Drawings and pictures like all things artistic is in the eye of the beholder.

The writing like most comic books is uneven as well. Brilliant in places, cheesy in others. Also typos here and there - which is sort of reassuring, I'm not the only who screws up in this regard.
Good to know.

Cyclops arc continues to be interesting and consistent. Actually all the characters are consistently written. Jean is gaining in power, and he's understandably concerned. (Actually he's been concerned since before he was taken over by Apocalypse - way back when they living in Alaska, he'd asked his friends to come up to discuss Jean's Phoenix manifestations. And he has reason to be concerned. She is becoming insanely powerful again, and the last time she lost control - he lost her.) But they are estranged in some ways, he doesn't trust her or himself any longer. He senses her judgement of him.
Jean in her own way resents him for severing their psychic bond to sacrifice himself to Apocalypse.
She'd begged him not to do it. And while she managed to severe Apocalypse from him, he was changed.
Apocalypse exposed all his self-doubts and insecurities about their marriage, everything. As Wolverine puts it at one point - being taken over by an evil thing isn't funny. Scott is gritting his teeth to hold it together, to stay sane. So yes, he comes across as uptight, but he's barely keeping it together. (Which is a nice change of pace -- often in comics and television shows, a hero is possessed by evil, then whoa, all better. Then possessed again. Then all better. And that's not how it works. When we battle our demons, particularly internal ones, we are changed.)

Joss Whedon took over the comic after Grant Morrison's run. And Whedon, interestingly enough, got into the comics again when Morrison took them over. He found Morrison's take inspiring and he read it voraciously, along with Claremounts (which I was incredibly addicted to in the 1980s and 1990s) (I know this because he stated it in an interview:




Wired: What’s it like for you to write other people’s characters? Your run writing Astonishing X-Men managed to do all kinds of new fun stuff, but still hearken back to Chris Claremont’s work in the 1980s and Grant Morrison’s completely weird stories.

Whedon: Well those are the runs that I read. Those were, I thought, the two true golden eras of the X-Men and I followed each of them voraciously. Originally I was supposed to take over New X-Men. It wasn’t, “Do you want to start a new X book.” It was “Do you want to take over Grant’s book?” And I loved it. It was my favorite book. I thought he was really honoring the spirit of the book, because he was pushing the boundaries of science fiction and the emotion and really going out there.

Wired: Sure, but it got nuts.

Whedon: It did get nuts. You know, Grant’s not not nuts. But it never lost me, you know. When Frank Quitely wasn’t drawing it I would be sad, because he was so much a part of it.

Wired: If Morrison doesn’t have a good artist his books are completely incomprehensible.


See the full interview Here

It is true Quitely got Morrison's vision, although I did like two other artists in there who were quite good, almost better, but didn't draw nearly enough issues. They had one in there that was way too busy and the story was incomprehensible when he drew it.

It's probably worth noting that there is a very good reason that I'm a fan of Joss Whedon, more or less. 1) He's studied the same cinema that I did in depth - Westerns and Terminator films. So we have a similar film history. Also the horror films of the 70s and 80s. 2) Same generation, he's about two or three years older than I am. 3) Shakespeare, X-men, Star Wars, and General Hospital are guilty pleasures. And the man likes to explore his characters inner demons, pain, and psychological arcs.
That said, it's a love hate relationship. He frustrates me.

Morrison is a controversial writer. Many X-men fans believe he ruined the series for them - taking Cyclops into a darker arc, breaking up Scott and Jean's marriage, killing off Jean...etc.

A really good blog post about Morrison's run can be found HERE


* Morrison turned mutants into a subculture, a logical extension of what happens when new elements are introduced into society. They were still oppressed, but they actually had some kind of culture to go along with their oppression. He gave them their own Chinatown, their own Little Italy, and made it a point to show that mutants, while not entirely accepted just yet, were more than just mutant paramilitary teams. There were ugly mutants, ones with useless powers, ones with hideous powers, and ones who just didn’t really care about the X-Men.

* My favorite change, though, is Cyclops. He went through something horrible and traumatic, and after, he didn’t feel the same. He felt like he didn’t measure up to the storybook romance that he found himself in, and was worried about not being perfect enough for his (in his eyes) perfect wife. And it hurts their relationship, they grow apart, and he eventually finds someone else.

It’s a bad thing, but at the same time, believable. His friends warn him off, tell him he’s being stupid, and he still does it. And when the missus finds out, what’s he do? He leaves to get drunk. He reacts poorly to a situation he simply doesn’t know how to handle, and ends up adventuring with Wolverine.

And you know what? It works. It pulls Cyclops away from being the stick in the mud, generic leader type he’d been for years. He even sticks to the Marvel blueprint: he struggles with a personal problem, makes a poor decision, and somehow ends up sticking the landing.


I'm not sure I agree that Marvel ran from it and dialed it back to the 80s. Just different takes.
Cyclops story remains interesting and controversial.

I love controversial characters and stories. The more controversial the better. If character doesn't rile people up, get them talking, then he or she's too bland. That's what I adored about Buffy's latter seasons - it was controversial. And Breaking Bad - controversial, in your face.

Also I like a distinctive narrative voice. Grant Morrison definitely has that. It stands out from the crowd.

Overall today was a relaxing, lovely day. I watched Longmire, took a long walk, visited my reflexologist, and read comic books.
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[Half watching "The Great British Baking Show on PBS" which I find sort of comforting, even though I can't eat anything that they make. I can't eat grains, the gluten causes severe IBS due to an autoimmune disease. Gluten basically tears my intestines apart and won't digest. Also, I ended up with a yeast build up which poked holes in my instestines, and made me ill (aka leaky gut). I'm better now. But I tend to stay away from yeast. Coconut Flour though works in a pinch -- some day I need to figure out how to make coconut flour bread. As a result, I'm not overly impressed by baking. ]

Oh, not a bad article on Do Novelists Have to Be Politically Correct?.

This is actually a topic that has resulted in some rather heated debates on livejournal in the past. My own view is of course not. I don't believe art should cater to people or be safe. The artist should be permitted, within reason of course, to speak his or her mind. To express themselves. Where I draw the line is the deliberate and harmful exploitation of others for your own personal gain. If your expression destroys someone else's life than yes, it's probably good idea not to do it. (Example - Child pornography. Video Games depicting various ways to rape women and get away with it - (and yes, this exists, sorry to say, and yes, I wish I didn't know about it too), using someone else to create the art - ie at their expense. Defamation and libel - exposing someone else's life without their consent to further yourself). But that's not the same thing as political correct art, which is just "offensive". And let's face it all art is offensive to someone, or it's not ground-breaking or memorable art.

For example? I found the books Me Before You by Jo Jo Moyes and American Psycho by Bret Easten Ellis highly offensive in places. But I'd defend to the death their right to publish those books and yours to read and enjoy them. (Haven't read the book that the article is discussing, nor do I want to. The Stockholm Syndrom is not a story trope that I can stand. I don't like that story trope. I find it cringe-inducing and offensive. But some people love it.)

1.) What I just finished reading?

Eh, a bunch of X-men comic books. Making my way through various issues selected for a specific story/character arc. I have a weakness for the wounded male trope, and the progression from boy scout to tough guy/badass. I think that's what appealed to me about Spike. Or one of the many many things, rather. I also like strong, take charge characters. I don't know, don't quite understand the craving myself. It's a story binge. I do that.

At any rate --- I wished I picked something that was easier to follow. The X-men like all long=running serials with multiple artists/creators who keep changing, tends to be unevenly written and plotted all over the place. To say the story is convoluted is an understatement. It sort of shoots out in fifteen different directions and has a cast of thousands. It would be easier just to follow Jamie Lannister's arc in Game of Thrones.

This isn't helped by the fact that each new group of writers has a tendency to ignore what happened before, just so they can tell their own plot. Often twisting the characters and continuity to serve well whatever idea they have in their heads at the moment. IF they, for instance, have a story in mind that requires a currently dead character -- they'll bring the character back to life to serve that story. (Characters don't tend to stay dead in long-running serials.) So if continuity, logic or consistency are important to you -- comic books will drive you crazy.

It's best not to try to read all of it. And just read a few specific writers. And enough of the character's arc to see where it's going.

I've picked a controversial character to follow: Cyclops. Who half the fandom hates, because like all fandoms, it's rather judgemental of controversial, darkly conflicted, ass-hole characters. While I tend to find them rather fascinating to read about.

Anyhow so far, I've read the following:

* The Wedding of Cyclops and Phoenix - which was told via Professor Xavier's point of view, and rather well done. No action, just a nice character piece.

* Mixed Blessings - a Thanksgiving issue set around the X-men playing football, having dinner, and Jean proposing to Cyclops (Scott Summers) after years of fighting side by side. It's also rather well-done and more of a character piece.

* Operation Zero Tolerance - this collects various issues that crossed-over, X-Force, Cable, Wolverine, X-Man, Uncanny X-men, X-men, and Generation X. Like most cross-overs, it's uneven. Some issues are better than others, some writers and artists better than others. And of course all of it is in the eye of the beholder. I found X-force issues hard to follow and with one too many frustrating subplots that had zip to do with the story. Generation X - also had too many subplots, but interesting art, I like Chris Bacchalau's style. The best by far and most evenly written were the X-men and Wolverine issues - which stuck to the main plot, did not go off on absurd tangents, and developed the characters while introducing interesting new ones that added to the theme and story. At any rate, I rather enjoyed it, with some quibbles.

* Uncanny X-men - Ages of Apocalypse - the issue where Cyclops disappears after merging with Apocalypse and Aftermath. Both of theses issues were rather weak and all over the place. Too much going on, too many characters, too busy. A problem with team comics - often you end up with too many people in the book. Sort of like the Avengers movies - too busy.

* First and Last issue of the Search for Cyclops - good, gets across quite well, the emotions of each character involved, focused, and theme/plot well done. The first one - depicts a grieving and frustrated Jean Grey and Nathan Summers, grieving Scott's presumed death and not quite believing he's gone. While Scott wanders in the desert, with his nemesis taunting him in his head and overwhelming him with dreams and nightmares of the nemesis' past. Imagine being possessed by an ancient demon. Who shows you how small your life is, and how inconsequential. And trying to hold it in, not letting it get out, so it can destroy everything. Nice metaphor for demons - we all have them. That critical, nasty voice in our heads that sheds a dark light on everything in our lives and exaggerates our failings. Scott Summers - is a fairly insecure character, who has held everything inside. Prior to merging with Apocalypse - he shared a psychic rapport with his wife, that was forged in life. The merger severed that rapport. He did it to save the world. The last issue, shows Nathan (Scott's son, who he sent to the future to save the boy's life, and has returned older than Scott) and Jean finding Scott, and with team-work managing to release the disembodied spirit of the evil demon (Apocalypse - an ageless entity who lives for warfare and destruction. Believing true change comes from total destruction) from him and killing it. Except, Scott has been tainted by it. Changed. As Apocalypse henchmen tell his son, "You know that anyone touched by Apocalypse, can never be pure again. They are tainted and changed."

It's a nifty way for the writers to change a major character and shake up the story a bit. Also in this issue, the plot is character driven and continuity is maintained.

* Uncanny X-men - the issue that comes after this, involves Cyclops traveling to see his dad Christopher Summers, Corsair, a space-pirate. They have a father-son chat on a camping trip. Also pretty good, highlighting some of the changes in Scott's personality.

* Then there's the Genosha arc with Magneto - which is quite horrible and skippable. Bad art. And the story is all over the place. I only sampled three issues - but bad, and repetitive. Does however get across, Cyclops anger at how it never ends, and his obsession with stopping it.

* New X-men by Grant Morrison - I started with Vol 4 - or the end of the arc. Having already read the beginning back in 2001-2002. It's better than remembered. Does tend to go off on tangents. But what is interesting about this arc and rather innovative --is Morrison and the artists go for a hyper-reality feel. The kids are ugly. Their mutant abilities make them look like monsters or side-show freaks. They obviously can't fit in. They aren't pretty or in great shape like the main team. They also look like kids and act like kids. The adults are struggling, in their 20s, having seen far too much death and destruction -- and while they are supportive of Xavier's vision that humans and mutants can co-exist, they are questioning it a bit. Cyclops is distant, forming tentative friendships with darker, edgier, and more wounded team-mates/teachers, Wolverine, Emma, and Xorn. Unable to confide in or talk to either Xavier or Jean, who previously had been the two people that he was closest to. The story is darker and some respects more character focused. Beak, a truly gross character (featherless chicken head and a man's body) and Angel (an African-American girl with butterfly or Fly wings) have a romance and she ends up pregnant. It's awkward and the sex is clumsy. I've never seen anyone do this in a superhero comic book before - only the more prestigious graphic novels.

There is a sort of dumb sub-plot about a drug named Kick, which reminds me of meth. But other than that, good stuff.

The story comes to a head -- when the kids, high on Kick, riot, and two kids die as a result of using the Kick drug. Angry, four of the female telepaths who were under tutelage of Emma Frost - get vengeance by telling Jean Grey that Emma has been having a telepathic affair with her husband. This is a rather interesting sub-plot. Scott asks Emma for help regarding his marriage and issues, and she takes it a step too far, engaging him in what amounts to a telepathic love affair. He never actually kisses her physically. He cheats on his wife in his head or his thoughts. Considering Jean and him used to have a psychic rapport and shared thoughts, feelings and did it in their heads -- you can see why this would be viewed as a major betrayal in Jean's head. It's also ironic, because Mastermind seduced Jean in more or less the same manner in the past - seducing her in her head. Emma however has fallen for Cyclops/Scott, and sees his dark thoughts as normal, natural, nothing to be ashamed of, ordinary. He doesn't fell safe at the Xaveri's or with Jean since Apocalypse. He feels guilty. She tells him he's okay, and not worry. Meanwhile Jean is manifesting the Phoenix energy and ...for a while it looks like that is going to cause her to go all dark and die again, except that's not what happens. In a nice twist, it's Xorn who ends up killing her. Xorn who Cyclops prevented from committing suicide and who has become Cyclops friend.

The arc unfortunately unravels and goes off the rails with a silly AU story, that occurs when Cyclops decides to leave the X-men, and Emma. We see a horrible future, where Phoenix resurfaces and saves it by going back in time and getting across to Cyclops, telepathically, to live and not give up and continue with the X-men. It doesn't quite work and could have been handled better.

Next - "House of M" - which changes everything yet again and results in an even edgier and tougher Cyclops. I've already read Whedon's Astonishing X-men, don't feel a need to rebuy or re-read it. Got rid of most of it. And skipped Warren Ellis take on it.


Reading and watching serials with a critical eye can teach you a great deal about character development, plotting and story arcs. What works and what doesn't and how important it is to stick in character and not write yourself into a corner. Serial writers are notorious for writing themselves into corners - because hey shiny cool plot-twist! Then, whoops, now what do I do? Joss Whedon did it on Buffy, and GRR Martin did it with his Game of Thrones series (that's why he's stuck and can't get this latest book out). Whedon, in contrast, just plowed through and said screw continuity, I'll do what I want, which you can sort of get away with in the supernatural soap opera comic book genre/medium, not so much in the fantasy novel genre.

2) What I'm reading now?

Life After Life by Kate Atkinson - a good example of a writer putting style, plot, theme, and an time period over her characters. The author clearly doesn't care all that much about developing the characters...I'm about a third of the way through, and I still have no idea who these people are nor care all that much what happens to any of them. Most of the action happens off stage.
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3.) What I'm reading next?

For the other book club, my friend's book club, the non-fiction book, Boy's in the Boat - about the working class male rowing team that won the 1939 Olympics.

And of course, "House of M by Brian Bendes".

In between maybe a romance novel or mystery novel.

I read on average six books a month, often two at a time. One at night, one on my commute. And I read fast, when I want to.
shadowkat: (warrior emma)
1. What I just finished reading?

The Light Between the Oceans by M.L Steadman - this is a popular novel for book clubs. I read it for one, and must admit if it hadn't been for the book club, I'd have given up half-way through.
It is beautifully written, however. Poetic prose. But the characters I felt were a bit two dimensional and not quite fully developed, more serving the plot and theme of the piece than the other way around. In particular, the Lighthouse Keeper's Wife, the character of Isabel, bothered me.
But that may just be because the writer chose to put us in her point of view sparingly. On the surface she is developed, or has a lot happen to her that causes a mental break. But, if just didn't work for me - it felt manipulative and I was frustrated.

At any rate, I loved the ending, and gave it four stars on Good Reads, because it is well written and well, I'm conflicted over my quibbles.

2. What I'm reading now?

Despite my better judgement, I have fallen down the X-men comic book rabbit hole. After close to 10 years, not looking at a comic book, not to mention getting rid of the bulk of my collection, I went on a mad buying spree. Purchasing basically a comic book arc that starts with a character, who is an upstanding hero, who has repeatedly sacrificed himself for his cause, who is happily married to the love of his life, has devoted friends and family -- and ends with him being a hunted fugitive, who is hated by practically everyone, and lost everyone he loved.

He goes from being the hero, a sort of pseudo Superman or Classic hero type to a dark vigilante, revolutionary. It's a bit like Magneto's arc but oh so much better written. Also, this was a guy who fought Magneto as a teen and has sort of become him. The irony!! And the way they are writing it -- you find yourself rooting for him, and thinking, you know, this isn't quite as simple as I'd thought.
While Magneto's arc was written as pretty black and white, Cyclops' arc is rather gray. Best arc that I've read of a hero going dark in a comic book series or any series for that matter.

But it's actually more complicated than that -- I've grossly oversimplified it. It discusses various themes, and political philosophies...what it means to uphold human rights? what are we willing to do to fight for them? can violence solve problems? what are the consequences of training children as warriors, inducting them to a world of violence? what changes a person? can we change? should we punish people with violence? Does that solve the problem? Do we just kill the threat? How does privilege play a role? How do looks or attractiveness play a role?

And how does a good man, who once believed that the way to fight for the rights of his people and for peace, was to do good deeds, save lives, and promote awareness, decide to become a revolutionary, a potential terrorist, and an isolationist - basically fuck the world, we take care of our own?

spoiler laden synopsis of the arc )

I haven't read it all yet or in detail. Apparently there's a lot of subplots. And about 1000 characters. This is an epic story in line with George RR Martin's Game of Thrones, except with more likable characters, and ahem, less gore. It also ends happier. But that's the gist of the arc. We basically take a character who fought against revolutionaries, extremists, and power hungry villains -- or due to a series of set-backs and losses, becomes one himself, and then has to somehow live with the consequences and find a way out of it. It's a bit similar to Magneto's arc, but far more satisfying, with less retcons and missteps. Also the character is a bit more conflicted.

I think what intrigues me is how ego can pull us away from who we are. And we can get lost in it. I don't know, but I got obsessed enough that I felt the need to grab all the issues that related directly to the arc. Which...is a lot and I do mean a lot of issues. But oh well. If you have done anything similar, perhaps you can relate? Or if you've ever gotten really obsessed with a story or cultural medium? (ie. FANNISH.)

The X-men was my first long-term fannish obsession. Although, I never really interacted with the fandom. Is there one? Is it worth interacting? Hmmm...

Any fans of the X-men reading this? Or I am basically talking to myself?

Speaking of cultural obsessions, people are weirdly judgmental of them. I always kept this one hidden as a result of that. Read more... )

At any rate, I admit, I still love the X-men comics.

My favorite characters? (I actually like all of them, which helped a great deal.)
Read more... )

What I should be reading and am not doing a good job of, and it may hit me in the butt when October 28th rolls along:

Life After Life by Kate Atkinson and The Boys in the Boat - a nonfiction novel.
I'm sure both are really good, but I'm in an odd mood. I want something specific. So am re-reading a Kate Daniels book on the way to work. But, there is hope on the horizon, I'm growing bored of it.
So back to Life After Life tomorrow, I think.

I am not permitted to buy any more books on Amazon or Marvel (Apple Itunes) for the duration. (It's far too easy to do this, just point and click. I feel like a little kid in a candy store, and we've already discussed why I should not be permitted to purchase books online without supervision. Oh well, one of the nice things about being single, is no one cares.)

Off to take a bath, and maybe read more comics. Or just sleep and save them for tomorrow night, while I'm doing laundry.
shadowkat: (chesire cat)
Lovely day. Quite relaxing. Beautiful Spring day - crisp, baby blue skies, no clouds, sparkling sunshine, and quiet. Also accomplished a bit - got laundry done, made up bed, signed lease, picked up envelope to send long-over-due gift to friend, and saw the Avengers' movie finally.

So sue me, I enjoyed The Avenger's movie. It wasn't deep but it was a lot of fun. I like pulp. It's fun! And ...It's a lot of fun to see that movie in a packed movie theater with a NYC urban audience. Specifically an audience filled with comic book buffs and fans of the genre. They get the jokes. There were a lot of NYC insider jokes in that film. Even though it's more expensive, I'm glad I saw it in a theater - you sort of need to. Like Hairspray, it's a better film in the theater than it is outside of it. The audience went crazy during the fight scenes, laughed, applauded...was weirdly interactive and very warm and fun. You are in the dark with like-minded souls. I felt safe and warm and included. Happy. Which is why I think The Avengers is making millions of dollars.

Is the film great? No. It has problems. And yes, Whedon is clearly obsessed with the whole free will vs. subjucation or loss of free will bit. I've noticed this as a recurring theme in all of his stories and it does to a degree echo George Lucas' Star Wars, The Matrix, and Cameron's Terminator films...a somewhat cut and dried view of power.

The Avengers' was in some respects a repeat of the same themes addressed in Buffy S8, Cabin in the Woods, and Dollhouse...except with better execution.

And the movie is quite good in places. It's a lot of fun. And to date the best "ensemble" superhero movie that I've seen. Not the best superhero movie. It does owe a lot to Sam Rami's Xenia and Spiderman Flicks in how the action sequences and build up is accomplished. If you've seen Rami's Spiderman flicks - you'll see the similarities. I'm more of a Chris Nolan fan myself, preferring the dark noir opera, but I admit, Rami is more fun as is Whedon.
spoilers, most won't make sense unless you've seen the film and I do reference Whedon's other works such as Buffy )
Is The Avenger's an empty-headed superhero film like NY Times and Salon.com's critics suggest? I don't think so. Any more than I think the comics truly are. Or Twilight or Harry Potter or Shades of Grey. The more I study pulp...the more I realize...that art like all things is in the eye of the beholder. Sure a story can be better written, better told,
more rightly told - but it doesn't mean the story doesn't have power or meaning if it's not.

Who are we to be the arbitrators of other's tastes or desires? Who are we to judge?
And more importantly why do we want to? What can we learn from pulp fiction? From populist stories...told to the common person, the working man and woman?

I'm asking these questions of myself tonight, more than anyone else. Wondering...perhaps I'm too quick to judge. And wondering why I feel the need to judge at all. Is it a flaw or a gift or both in my makeup?

Anyhow...judging the Avengers solely on what it is, I'd give it a B+, not an A, merely because of the plot gap regarding the Hulk and the lengthy exposition that slowed the film down. Other than that...it was a fun and interesting flick. Definitely worth the price of admission - which for me was $13.50. Definitely preferred it to Cabin in the Woods, but it should be noted that I'm more of a fan of this genre than Cabin's...so that may have had an effect.
shadowkat: (Calm)
To anyone who read this before I edited, my apologies - edited Sunday, 21,2010.

[Am somewhat behind on my reviews, I know. And technically speaking I already did a non-spoilery capsule review for this comic. But, it's been a long time that a comic book surprised me like this one did. Wasn't really expecting all that much, to be honest, considering that to date...the Angel comics have largely been a disappointment. So, I'm doing this review a bit differently. I'm using visual aids. The review is more of a meta and filled to the brim with spoilers. I also wrote way too late last night, so it was unproofed and quite rough when posted. Yeah, I know what's new? This morning...I overslept, so missed church and instead listened to a podcast on befriending regret, the podcast made me think of this post -because that is what is driving Illyria and indeed many of the characters in Angel and in any noir universe - they are filled with regrets of the things they've done and the things they should have done.]

Illyria is written by Scott Tipton and Mariah Huehner, who also serves as editor, with Elena Casagrande as the artist, and Walter Trono and Illaria Traversi on inks and colors. This is a rarity, we have a female character from a noir series written and drawn by women. So we are seeing her and to a degree the trope and series she is from through female eyes, not just male. While Kelley Armstrong did write for the Angel comics, the artists and editors were male. And in the Buffy comics - the editor, interior artist, executive producer were male - even on the arcs written by Espenson.

I note this because the comic book industry tends to be a boys club. Women rarely break in to it.
And when they do, it is hard to stay in it. No field is harder to break in to than action comics or superhero/noir comics. As a result, female characters are often drawn and written as male fantasy figures. This is also the reason that many women do not like comics, or degrade the art form - seeing it as something for adolescent males only. Being a gal who likes guy stuff..well not all guy stuff - the appeal of cars and American Football continue to bewilder me - has been an interesting experience.

One other thing to note about Illyria before I go begin my meta - the reason I've decided to use visual aids is unlike the other artists who do the Angel IDW and Buffy DH comics - Casagrande actually uses her art to show not tell us what lies inside her character. It's the first time I've seen anyone do this effectively in the IDW or Dark Horse comics, with the possible exception of Joan Chen in Always Darkest...

[*in the acknowledgments...the editors thank Joss Whedon and Fox World Publishing for their invaluable assistance (not "rights"), make of that what you will. It's in small print on the inside cover.]

Illyria...Haunted by memories not her own and regrets that are alien to her )
shadowkat: (Calm)
Thank you for answering my poll - currently it's tied between those who are ambivalent and those who have never read the comics or plan to. I have no idea why people feel that way. But it is fun to speculate. My guess is the characters as they are depicted in the comics, specifically the female lead (buffy) and the story the writers have chosen to tell no longer resonates with or speak to most people on an emotional level. That's a personal thing, totally pov and perspective - don't try arguing with people on that one. Won't work. Because you don't know why it doesn't resonate. It's more than likely what resonates for you is the very thing that is turning your friend off. This happens a lot with cultural stuff. For example - Bones. My friend from college and her hubby love Bones. I'd personally rather watch paint dry, be less annoying. Can't stand it. What worked for her, does not work for me. Meanwhile I adore the show House and she hates it. We can speculate all we want on why, but the truth of the matter is - it is what it is. Same deal with X-Files and Buffy, she wouldn't watch Buffy the Vampire Slayer if you paid her, and I was not a fan of the X-Files, although I did enjoy some of the stand-alone episodes, but mostly I found it too scary, too gross, and the whole alien conspiracy bit annoyed me. Alien conspiracy or aliens' invading or the US abusing aliens stories don't work for me - it's a sci-fi trope that I grew bored of ages ago. I know I'm in the minority on that - everybody online adores the X-files.

Speaking for myself in regards to the comics? Read more... )

As for writing and stories...read a few comments and an excellent post by [livejournal.com profile] flake_sake
about what works in a story and what doesn't, which got me to thinking about what works for me, and wondering well...what works for everyone else? I'm guessing it's different for all of us, because hello, we think differently. I remember way back in 2003 posting an essay on the APTO board about the episode Storyteller (Buffy S7) which everyone and their mother adored to pieces.
I hated it. It was entitled, why I hated Storyteller - and was really an examination of differences in taste and why we don't always like things in the same or for the same reasons or even, in most cases like the same things at all.

very long ramble...and not edited. )
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1. Mariah Hargay, co-editor of the IDW Angel comics, has managed to do the impossible, talk me into trying Willingham (who I despise) Angel comics again. Which up until now, I thought was impossible. But her posts on Spike and the comics - have me intrigued, I'm actually really curious about their story-arc now. Scott Allie, of Dark Horse, on the other hand, has not only managed to persuade me to give up on the Buffy Comics entirely but to possibly throw out the ones I currently own - as misogynistic twaddle. Interesting. I don't know what I'm going to do at the moment. But if I was in a comic book store right this second - that's what I would do. Not really sure what the lesson is here? Except that maybe Dark Horse - should leave the fan interviews/interaction to their head writer/producer - Whedon (also, see if they can snag Mariah from IDW and fire Allie's ass while their at it), and IDW should keep their writers as far away from the fans as possible. Whedon and Mariah know how to talk to fans, Willingham, Allie, and Williams really don't.

2. There was a question this week that peaked my interest and I meant to answer last night in a post but got sidetracked and wrote about Wonder Woman and feminism - blame flist for that one.
Anyhow - the question was - what would it take for you to stop watching a tv series?

I want to extend that question to what would it take for you to stop reading or watching a fictional series - book, comics, television, or film?

For me, it depends. Can be a variety of things. But usually - it's just plain boredom. I've lost interest. There are situations...rare ones, that I stop reading or watching because I'm offended or find it the content unreadable or unwatchable. As there are also rare instances in which the characters are well, no longer recognizable.

The last two situations apply to tv shows or books I was fannish about or loved then gave up on out of abject disappointment.

There are also situations in which I realize the writer has run out ideas and is basically repeating themselves and the story is more or less going around and around in the same endless circle and nothing is progressing. And well, I'm bored and frustrated and writing a better story about the characters in my head. If I can predict what they will do next, or what they do next annoys or frustrates or offends or just, well doesn't work for me, I give up on the story and hunt for a story that does entertain.

I'm not positive, but I'm guessing this is most likely true of most people? What do you think?
I won't bore you with tv series and books given up on.

3. Five Moments of Buffy (series) and Angel (series) that I loved:
Five for Buffy and Five for Angel (tv series not comics), reminding myself that I actually do like the character of Angel and the series, even if I can't stand the character in the Whedon Buffy S8 comic books. )
4. Five Positive Things:

1. Bugs appear to be gone, even if the apartment still sort of smells like floral raid...but it is getting better.
2. It's Friday.
3. Tomorrow is supposed to be warm and sunny
4. Fantastic Mr. Fox is sitting on my tv stand courtesy of netflix
5. Bronchitis is getting better...and did I just say, Friday? Which means tomorrow is Sat, my favorite day of the week. Never been much of a Sunday person - goes back to school, I suppose.
Like every other kid on the planet - I found myself stressing over last minute homework that I'd put off until Sunday, in order to enjoy Friday and Saturday.
shadowkat: (Default)
I liked this post by [livejournal.com profile] gabrielleabelle quite a bit, it expresses fairly clearly some of my own thoughts on the issue of how female sexuality has been exploited by and for men in comics historically...and why this is a problem.

http://gabrielleabelle.livejournal.com/216802.html

As I stated in her blog - it is particularly an issue in the comic book world. We see more female than male nudity in comic books and anime films. Often women are sex objects. If provided with power - it is in a manner that suits a male fantasy, going back as far as Wonder Woman. Who was allegedly created as a feminist role model in a world torn by male hatred. The creator was William Moulton Marston, a controversial figure in later years. According to a documentary on comics I saw a while back - Marston was described as a fetishest who was into dominatrixes and Wonder Woman came from his own sexual fantasies.
From Wonder Woman to Buffy - about feminism and comic books, using primarily Wonder Woman as an example )
shadowkat: (superman)
Comic books have been a guilty pleasure of mine for more than a decade. I first discovered them in the 1980s, when my brother sat for long hours with the boy across the street drawing tiny superheros. Mostly though they read TinTin which I found again in France along with Asterix. TinTin reminded me a great deal of the old Johnny Quest cartoons, but did not appeal to me all that much for some reason. I was too young to get into the literary references and there were no women to speak of for me to identify with. Also, to be honest, obscure literary references never had that much appeal for me. I can't abide footnotes or anything that gets in the way of my enjoyment of the main story, while for others they are like frosting on the proverbial cake - the best part. I guess that's an apt analogy - some people prefer the cake, some the frosting, some eat both at the same time, some like both, but eat one and savor the other.

At any rate, it was not until college that I *really* discovered and fell in love with the comic art form. Sat for hours in one of my dorm-mates rooms with her box of old X-men, Spiderman, Superman, and Batman comic books. Later, on my own, I discovered Sandman, Alan Moore's Watchmen, Frank Miller's Dark Knight, and others of that ilk. But my first love was those superhero comics. It was a love that I hid from the world at large. Stealing off to the comic book store on Cache La Poudre, the main drag from my small college in Colorado Springs, just at the foot of mighty Pikes Peak. The comic store was towards the end of the two lane street that also housed an eatry/used book store/ and independent movie house entitled Poor Richards. Few people from the college patrolled the comic store - so I was often on my own. I had a few friends at school who adored them like I did, we kept our love to ourselves, hidden in boxes beneath beds and in closets only to be shown to people who understood and shared our passion.

Paul Theroux famously or rather infamously wrote in one of his many travel books that comics were pedesterian past-times for the uneducated or illiterate. The man clearly never sat on the floor of his dorm room, back hurting, pouring over illustrations and dialogue bubbles.
He and others like him are the reason most comic fans keep their love to themselves. A private guilty pleasure to only be shared with like minds and hearts.

Superman:Doomsday or more commonly known as The Death of Superman is one of the few comic arcs that hit mainstream. It lead up to the gut-wrenching "Death of Superman" and crossed the front page of numerous papers when it first hit the shelves of comics stores across the country (this was before book stores started selling comics or graphic novels). Selling out and bringing comic sales to an unprecedented height. The final issue containing Superman's Death was wrapped inside a black bag with the Superman signal on the front, the cover of the book hidden from view. It had two variant covers - a black one and one with Superman's cape swinging like a flag on a bunch of rubble. The second cover was the most popular. This was back in the early 1990s or thereabouts, before I moved to NYC, when I was still living in KC making guilty trips to the comic book store. So it was with a bit of nostaglic glee that I watched the history unfold on one of the features of the Doomsday DVD. It is detailed in a little documentary feature. Takes about 30 minutes to watch, maybe a bit longer - and includes interviews with the writing team, which included Louise Simonson, one of the few female comic book writers in the biz at that time, who wrote superhero comics. She also worked for a brief period of time on X-Factor (an X-men book) back in the late 1980s. The art is realistic, with lots of lines, well defined anatomy, and every emotion explicitly expressed. It is as close to a photograph as one can get in some ways without the smooth photo image.

I remember that arc - because it was the first time I collected or got interested in Superman comics. I collected them from the beginning of the Doomsday arc up to Superman's return and eventual marriage to Lois Lane. They'd originally wanted to marry Superman and Lois that year, but got derailed because of the tv series Lois & Clark - which did not want the comic to marry Lois and Clark until they did it or better yet, have do it at the same time. Lois & Clark was in its first season at this point. As a result, the writers sat in a room with a scraped story board, exhausted, and wracking their brains for an idea, any idea to fill the pages of four different books - which included at that time: Man of Steel. Action Comics. Adventures of Superman and I think Superman. One of the writers, suggested as he always did at this point in the proceedings - "I know, let's just kill him." And instead of telling him to go take a nap or shrugging it off, they leaped on the idea. "Why not?" It's not like it hadn't been done before. No. The real challenge would be how to make it convincing and heart-wrenching to a cynical and somewhat sap-proof contemporary readership. They'd have to find a way to convince their readers they really meant it. And at the same time, tell a new story about both the universe and characters. Not as easy as it sounds.
Plot Spoilers on the comic arc )

The story took a few years to unfold. The marriage occuring around the time the tv show's did. And like all good stories - was told in a series of chapters, some better than others.

Having read the original, albeit many years ago, I was eager to see what they would do in the film. I love animation. So the film - animated - was a must-see for me. It also was by one of my favorite animation directors Bruce Timm, who had directed and wrote JLA, Batman Beyond, Batman, and Superman cartoons. And...it featured the vocal talents of Adam Baldwin (Superman), James Marsters (Lex Luther), Anne Heche (Lois Lane), Swoozie Kurtz (Mrs. Kent), and Ray Wise (The Editor and Chief of the Daily Planet).

The film surprised me. It was much better than expected. Not your average Superman cartoon. The main characters are - oddly enough Superman and Lex Luthor. Doomsday is wisely only used as a device. The real story takes place, much as they did in the books, after Superman's death. It starts with Lex Luthor - who tells the tale in flashback - he is our narrator, with Marsters husky and somewhat wry vocalization, an excellent contrast to the stalwart baratone of Adam Baldwin, which sounds clear as a bell. You can hear the years of smoking in Marsters raspy delivery, which is a bit like the purr of jaguar or panther. Lex himself moves a bit like one. Or maybe the hiss of a snake. We, like Lois Lane, are repulsed and intriqued by Luthor. All lean lines, and jagged edges.

spoilers on the Superman:Doomsday Film )

The fact that both stories work, the graphic novel original and the animated film - demonstrates how you can tell a story more than one way. That is one of the benefits of comics - the story can be retold from multiple angles. There is no one way or one story. Or one universe. It is unlimited or as unlimited as our imaginations. Canon in comics is what we decide to make it. It is also one of the benefits of adaptations - as John Le Carre once stated in regards to a film version of one of his books, in this instance The Constant Gardners, "the best films adaptations are not close or replicas of my novels, but rather a new take on the work from a completely different angle, an interpretation as it were. I don't expect to see them do my novel exactly as I wrote it. They aren't me. Nor do I want that, for that is uninteresting to me. What I want to see is a new take on it." (not exact, paraphrased). Timm succeeds in doing just that with Superman:Doomsday. Providing a new and innovative take on an old tale.

Highly recommend to anyone who loves Superman comics, animation, and a good yarn.
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