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I've been pondering the following two items today...

1. What do I consider extraordinary, and is this subjective?

2. Can someone be truly bad or good? Or there any bad guys or good guys?

Both arose from conversations with other people. The first was online, the second was with a co-worker. (Who I inspired to start watercoloring botanicals. She shared two of her art books with me. She's very good. Very detailed artist. She has an Associates Degree in Art, a BA in Education and Psychology, along with Botany. People can be very interesting. You never know who you will learn something new from.)

The first? I think we defined extraordinary differently? Read more... )

The second conversation? Which kind of bounces off of the first - which arose out of a debate on whether Walter White (and two monsters from X-Files) had extraordinary talents.

The second one...came up with the interesting idea of doing a children's book where one side tells the story from one perspective, the guy who thinks he's the hero, then the reverse side of the book tells it from the alleged antagonist's perspective and how he is the hero. Basically the concept is - we're all the hero of our story in our heads. The villain doesn't see themselves as the villain, they see themselves as the hero. And there really aren't any good guys or bad guys in life.
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The book idea is interesting. However? I think I've seen it done before. Almost positive that I saw it done in either Marvel or DC comics. They like to do those sorts of experimental things. Actually, it's what I like about pulp. Daytime Soaps, Superhero comics, all of that? It experiments. Buffy did too. Why? Because they lie below the critical radar screen - the writers and artists aren't being that closely monitored, because there's so much content they are churning out day by day - that they can play and be a bit more creative about it.

But, I do wonder, are there instances where people truly are one or the other? My co-worker was stating no one was one or the other - and she was trying to teach her son not to see himself as a bad person for making bad mistakes. I agree with her there - too often we demonize the person not the action. People aren't bad, it's the act that is. People are more than one thing. Going back to Walter White - he loved his family, he loved Jesse, he was loyal to both, he gave money to help his obnoxious emasculating brother in law. But he was also a conniving, sniveling, nasty, good for nothing drug dealing, meth making, murderer. Both sides existed in him. He was both. And that is possible. People are capable of horrendous and wonderful things often at the same time, we can often be both the villain and the hero in our own stories - Walter White was.

I just don't this is true of Donald Trump or Adolph Hitler...

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For this week's Artist Date - (The Artist Date is where I am assigned to take my artist self out on a date. It can be anything really - except that I have to do it alone (no problem there), and it has to be something for my inner child or fun or something I want to do - not work related, not a chore, not something I have to do such as groceries or laundry.)

I decided to do it on Friday (today) instead of Saturday, because it is supposed to be rainy and cold all day tomorrow. It was lovely after work - the sky was blue, the sun blazing, and it was unseasonably warm at 56 degrees, almost 60 in the sun. This was at 4:30pm. (I get off work at 4 - I work from 8 to 4 each day, with an hour and ten minute commute to and from work or thereabouts. Used to be an hour and a half, but they kindly shaved off twenty minutes by making the trains more frequent.)

I got off the commuter train at Atlantic Avenue Terminal, and instead of going directly to the subway, walked a block or two south on Layfaette, (the subway is on Layfaette and Fulton) to the Center for Fiction. It used to be located in Manhattan, but several years back it moved to Brooklyn. (I know it was in Manhattan - because I visited it when I worked, briefly, at Grand Central. Convenient of it to move closer to me, wasn't it? )

I'd been meaning to check it out for some time now. But kept talking myself out of it. Today, I did it. Finally. And it was lovely. I spent more money than I should - buying things I did not need.

What did I get?

1. I discovered this weird little short story kiosk - where you hover your finger over a 1 minute, 3 minute or 5 minute button, and a little short story prints out for you on a long narrow piece of paper. It's free.

short story that came out of the kiosk )

2. I found a ceramic coaster with the literary cover of Zora Neal Hurston's "Their Eyes Were Watching God".

blurry photo of coaster - because my hand shook )

3. This month's The Paris Review (because I liked the cover)
The Paris Review )

4. The others were two boxes of matches - one big box "Make a Wish" and one small box "with the Hobbit on the front", a Jasmine scented candle, and a handpainted notebook (because I really need another notebook...(I don't but I like them). )

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All of these little purchases (which did add up) made me happy. I may go back there for events. It's a cool little place. They have a cafe with books, and a little stage where people speak. And a large book store - focused mainly on fiction, but also non-fictional works, and staff suggestions.

Big windows. Very swank. That's the word that comes to mind. Swank.

Overall, a productive little Artist Date. Also I bought toys for my Artist, as the book recommends. (Although my artist is hardly deprived. Based solely on self-help books, I am beginning to think there are a lot of miserable people on this planet who don't know how to treat themselves?)

Having finished the Cranston book, I'm currently listening to Brene Brown's book on Shame, she's a shame researcher, and she wrote a book on that research and how to be resilient against shame - which is prevalent in our society. She's right, it is. Not a day goes by in which someone somewhere isn't trying to shame me or someone around me. I need a people free day - which is tomorrow.

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work more or less... )
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The Artist's Way's writer certainly loves to do lists. We have more lists.

I'm not that good at lists. I tend to draw a blank when asked to do them. Forget about them when I've done them or lose them. And often forget what I put on them. Also, they are never in order. My brain is apparently too poorly indexed for lists.

This chapter of the Artist's Way is frustrating me. It wants me to stop reading for a week. I mentioned this to mother.
me whinging about an exercise in a self-help book )

Lists..

1. list five hobbies you'd like to try
2. list 5 classes you'd like to take that sound fun
3. list 5 things you would never do that sound fun
4. List 5 things that would be fun to have
5. List 5 things you used to enjoy doing
6. List 5 silly things you'd like to try once.

Then these exercises...

1, Describe an ideal environment to live in - town, country, swank, cozy. Why? What does it involve? Write one paragraph and find an image that describes it.

Describe your favorite season - why it is your favorite, and provide an image.

2. Time Travel

a) Write a letter to your 80 year old self, and figure out what you would be like at that age, what you would be doing. (Eh, pass. It's hard to do when I'm dealing with an 80 year old mother.)

b) Remember what you were like at 8, and have your 8 year old self write you a letter - what would they say? (I have no clue.)

3. List on-going self-nuturing toys to buy your artist self. (Mine is bereft, I have subscriptions to Apple Music, Comixcology, Audible, and various streaming channels. But I might want to do the theater ticket thing at some point.)

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In other news, Wales has decided she wants a vacation somewhere, and wants me to come with. Which okay. Except Wales is cheap. Which again okay. Wales is also contemplating moving to Switzerland and Scandinava.
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Life in Pieces by Bryan Cranston

Still working my way through Cranston's biography. More so today - since I foolishly decided to do the reading deprivation idea - only to realize in 2023 - it would make more sense to make it a smartphone deprivation. We aren't addicted to reading in 2023, we're addicted to smartphone's. Of course I'm not really addicted to mine, I just listen to stuff on it most of the time. I can go a whole weekend without looking at it - and have. For me? A television deprivation might be the most useful.

Anyhow, it's interesting where you learn stuff from. Read more... )

His description of working on Malcolm in the Middle and Breaking Bad is fascinating. I always knew television is a collaboration, but didn't realize the extent. Cranston filled in the gaps on both characters. The writer didn't really create these characters, he did. He created the character on Malcolm. Came up with the attire, the weaknesses, what motivated him, everything - because it wasn't on the page. Same with Walter White in a way - he figured out what Walter White would wear and why. He asked Vince Gillian about Walter White's motivations, and when Gillian didn't know what they were - challenged the writer to find them.

Excerpt...
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Cranston states that he had to find a way to get into the character, understand who he was and what he thought, and build him. Once he did that - he'd know without thinking what the character would wear, say or do in every scene. He could sell the writing and the character.

He also states, that he chooses his projects based on the writing. Read more... )

The collaboration between the actors, studio, writers, directors, etc made that show work. It was one of those rare instances in which everyone fit or came together in a perfect marriage of equals. There were some issues, of course. Mainly to do with direction and blocking, and the idiotic writers trying to make direction and blocking decisions from LA, while they were working in New Mexico. But other than that - it went smoothly.

The reason - Cranston got the role was he'd played a similar character trope in an X-Files episode written by Vince Gillian. Read more... )

Hmm, now I kind of want to rewatch Breaking Bad and that episode of the X-Files. (I won't, too much else to watch, damn it. Maybe a weekend without television? Not this weekend - it's supposed to rain.)
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This is Day #14 of the 30 Days of Halloween Challenge.

The prompt is:

Television Series you thought you wouldn't like and ended up loving

My choice:

Breaking Bad

I had to be talked into it. I tried it - didn't like it. Various people online loved it. Then I had a co-worker, frustrated screenwriter/current co-manager, who talked me into it. He intrigued me, and explained the third season is the best.

So...I gave it a second chance and got pulled in.

This happens more often than not with shows. Often I'll think, meh, and then somewhere around the second or third season - I get sucked in.
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1. Two of my coworkers decided to debate the potential plot of the new Breaking Bad movie in front of my cubicle at work on Friday. Read more... )

2. Hmm..Amy Acker is cast as Ameila and Derek's sister...Katie on Grey's Anatomy -- so did she do this on hiatus from the Gifted? (Not that I've been watching the Gifted, I finally gave up on it. I was bored.

3. Just finished watching Bohemian Rhaspody which finally came on Optium On-Demand. And..I have been discussing the film off and on with movie buddy and frustrated music critic, cjlasky, who wrote a critique of the film when it first was released in his journal.

I agree with his review completely. Is it a good movie? Eh, not really. It's good when it focuses on the music business. It's horrible when it focuses on Mercury's personal life. Why? Because it's sort of obvious that the film makers have no clue what really was going on in Mercury's head or in his personal life -- they got all their information from his former band members (who co-produced it and were heavily involved, and Mercury died in the 1990s and was so intensely private, no one knows what he thought.)Read more... )

4. Had a very interesting conversation with my favorite co-worker this week, Lando.
Lando is the frustrated prosecuting attorney, race-car driver, and R&B musician that I work with. He owns a electronic key-board, sound-system, recording studio, organ, piano, and for a bit played in a Sambo band. Right now he has started recording music again, creating, and publishing. And wants to get into publishing and licensing.

We had a long conversation this week about the music recording process and the publishing/licensing and editing of music. (I could listen to Lando for hours.)

Anyhow, he explained to me that the money in the music business is in "publishing rights" not performance. Read more... )

5. Television shows..


* Grey's Anatomy this week's episode reminded me once again why I despise the character of Maggie Pierce. Outside of Maggie, I liked the episode. Whenever the episode focuses too much on Maggie, I get annoyed. Spoilers on the episode and why I despise Maggie )

* A Million Little Things

Still only like Eddie, Gary, and Maggie. Everyone else still gets on my nerves. Ugh.
Also no progress made on the mystery with only two episode of the season left. Really?

The best scenes were anything with Gary, Maggie or Eddie. Also this is clearly a show written by men -- we're mainly in a male perspective and women are depicted oddly.

* This is Us -- a better episode than the last one. I really liked Rebecca in this episode, and found Kevin to be interesting. Randal continues to grate. Read more... )


6. Somewhat productive day. Feel better than yesterday. Had a nice long chat with Wales, which made me feel less lonely and more connected. (Wales is similar to some ways to Rebecca Bunch in Crazy Ex-Girlfriend, and in an odd way, watching Crazy Ex has made it possible to reconnect to Wales or figure out how to -- establish firm boundaries.) Also, renewed my Brooklyn Library Card -- so I can now check out books online and check out videos etc. I haven't used the library since 2003. Needless to say -- it's changed a bit since then.
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